Grumpy~

Juz put dwn the phone with Mrs Lim, the subject coordinator... i tell u ah, i really reeeeeaaally hate subject registration period ok! F**k man... wth~ I hate it!

I m so grumpy today... so sorry abt it...

And i hate it when pple judge me! hate it hate it hate it!!! I hate it even more when they judge me based on... on... wadever ok, based on wadever, other den knowing me! How to judge someone when u dun even know her???!!! wth!~

(wah, i feel so bitchy... bah~)

And i cant concentrate! Even as i m blogging, i dunno wad m i really doing... i feel so incoherant... i dunno wad i m trying to say here... i thk i lost my focal point... life's suckz! (for now only... i hope)

What if someone u like tells u he cant give u anything... like no promises, no commitments, nothing, would u still wan to be with him?! I m so bothered by that sentence: "BUT I CANT GIVE U ANYTHING!" it kept flashing in my mind!!!!!!! gosh, thk i having illusions now... but is that the way a guy says in order to not wan to commit? like he says now so next time when sth really happens den he doesn't have to hold responsibilities...

And i feel i will never ever fall in love again... i thk these days, no guy really WAN TO KNOW u better... i mean, everything is so fast! i hate it i hate it i hate it! Come on la! i have more in my head den in where ever else combined!

And i dun wan to fall IN love because thats the ONLY way not to fall OUT of love! Can u believe how pathatic i m... i cannot fall out of love because i cannot handle it and i refuse to live up to reality... and i know how horrible it is to fall out of love, and everyday is like HELL and everyday u feel ugly and everyday u see ur eyebags getting heavier and heavier and darker and darker, and ur skin nv have the glow it used to have, no more pinkish glow tat u used to have, and ur nails becum yellowish, ur teeth becums greyish, ur hair becumz fizzy and ur butt no longer feels tight... yes, this is how i feel when i fall out of love...

And i hate players... i hope if they ever get married one day, they will find out that their wives cheats on them on their birthdays every year. And he will have cauliflowers and he can nv have sex for the rest of his life...

Haha, before ur mind runs anywhere else... no, i nv got cheated by anyone, i m juz trying to save the world and make the world a better place! (right -_-)

I m juz GRUMPY and incoherant...