Emo in Cheer

Sometimes its not as easy as it seems to be...

Even if its juz a simple sport, the people who love the sport, the people which includes some team members, a team coach, some exco members, everything when put together becums so complicated and there's so many times when u cant control the situation and cant change anything no matter how hard u tried, or if u really tries to try...

Every member has their own reasons to stay in the team, maybe the only similar ones are because of passion and love. But every member has many reasons to leave the team too. But how many of the really passionate member really have the courage to leave their passion behind?

Nobody should be left behind in a team, and everyone should move towards the team's goal together.

Easier said than done.

How many times when u feel u weren't given a chance? Chance. We juz need a chance. So do we speak up and tell the coach u want to have that chance, or do we wait for coach to give it to us?

For him, the moment he told him he wanted that chance is also the moment he decided to let go and leave his passion behind.

Nobody wanted it to be this way, but there are so many, so many other factors which make easy things seem so much more difficult. Human factor, head counts, time, location, period, everything!

I tout i never wanted this to happen again, thats y i m here, but why is it happening again?

So many regrets... what could i have done to salvage it? I could have done something, so that i can stop a passionate member from leaving his passions. I feel like a murderer... like i killed something... yes, i thk i killed someone because without his love, life becums meaningless... and it will feel like u have juz broken up with someone u once loved, and now u feel like nothing means so much to u anymore. And in the future, when u happen to see some cheerleader stunting, u will feel that its like seeing ur ex, the ex whom u loved so much tat time... and ur heart will ache so much, and u regret leaving him, but everything is too late, cuz when u decided to leave him, u know its over already...

Its never easy dealing with human...